Secret admirers...A mans heart

In one of my most romantic movies list there is this one film called ‘Titanic’ which has still kept that candle of hope burning in my heart that there is someone somewhere for you. Life doesn’t assure you the time, place or duration for that matter but it assures you of the worth of keeping that hope alive. There’s a dialogue in this movie which might have not captivated millions but did captivate me-“A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets.” I really wondered whether this is truly a differentiating factor between a man’s and woman’s heart. With respect to the movies and the popular belief man is the tough one and women soft but does it really depicts what a man’s heart got within him. A woman can cry if she wants in front of his man but where does he get to go? As a teenager I might be limited with respect to the phases that I’ve been through and I know many await but even as of now sticking to the secrets of love, passion and affection there are so many things which I’d wish to tell her and I didn’t. I wanted to let her know how beautiful she was for me and how those things which I joked about in front of my friends all became real and there again I couldn’t let it out even if it was in front of my own friends. So many of my female friends (not every...exceptions are always there but I'm talking about the majority) so easily speak in a hyper melodramatic manner about their feelings and it’s so difficult for me to even think about treading that path. It’s just very uncomfortable and it’s a wow how females in that ways don’t even think for a minute about how those words when put together create the personification of feelings which we couldn’t conjure it even in our happiest moments. I am sure all those secret admirers out there will so agree to this and yes it’s definitely not “creepy” to be a secret admirer as many think it to be so. It’s just the admirer should know himself that it’s a secret and his actions shouldn't take the admiration fact to its destiny as long as the secrecy is preserved else it IS “creepy”. Nonetheless, it’s a passionate feeling to be housed within yourself and can even turn out to be a source of energy and motivation. The only thing is do not leave yourself ever with “if only”. Feelings are meant to be let out to let the world know what you think. Here I am sure you understand the interpretation of “world”. I repeat the first few lines again to conclude this Life doesn’t assure you the time, place or duration for that matter but it assures you of the worth of keeping that hope alive.