It all depends on you!

I’ve just come back to my dormitory after those long 15 hours of work in my laboratory and I am dead tired! Yet something just compelled me open Microsoft word and sit and write this blog. What was it that despite my yawning and half shut eyes makes me want to pen down my feelings which apparently are all about slumber? As I wondered blankly staring at my desktop I realized it was pure and simple satisfaction. Yeah you might just roll your eyes and think “oh come on?!” But yeah you read it right. It’s satisfaction, a virtue like happiness which can’t be questioned about its end. As in why do you want to be happy or satisfied? It’s an end in itself and I am sure you know how it feels when you experience pure unadulterated values like these. It’s always in moments isn’t it? It doesn’t stay for a very long period of time. Just those brief moments which you don’t even need to bother to register in your memories, it involuntarily does. And so with this feeling still lingering in my heart I realized I have chosen the right path for myself.

I mean we all at a point of time or the other …we do think about our purpose, our aims, our likes, dislikes (or maybe think about it several points of time ..well that’s a line of time? ..ugh whatever my jokes are just pathetic :P) and as to how we can work upon them, to well,….earn money and teach those bitches a lesson :P just kidding! But yeah we do think about this stuff no matter how much we might try and deny it in front of others. Sometimes probably even discuss it, as it is with the people whom we think have no life and yet they discuss about life …although you would like to talk about it to find an answer possible but you just choose to ignore if you’re in the denial group.. sometimes you might even give it a try to discuss it with the nerds to get an idea about yourself but well they just keep depressing you don’t they? :P so the established fact is that be it whoever he/she does think about his/her purpose. There might be some who live an aimless life but well me and my blog doesn’t consider them to be a part of humanity. There’s a difference in having no aim yet trying to find one and having no aim at all.

So well as I came back to my dormitory I felt this immense satisfaction of doing the right thing for myself. Those who know how this feels can surely drown back to their time but majority of us are still in that process. For such kinda people I write this for a simple encouragement to keep on trying the things which you just ‘feel’ are right for you but don’t ‘know’ for sure. You never know your heart until you can feel its fastest beat which seems to come in every such moment where you not only know your heart but yourself and that hazy path which for years and years was in front of you all becomes crystal clear!