As the last day of 2012 ticks it way in my clock I have my
eyes closed trying to recollect whatever I can from this truly wonderful year.
4th semester had begun bravely with reining my heart over the bitter
cease of an ostensibly infamous ad-hoc relationship. The loose ends however
were luckily tightened by the love and care of a true friend who turned out to
be more than that. The excitement of a foreign internship pervaded deep in the
skin to be affected by the random gusts of ocular trauma. The summers came soon
enough revolutionizing my life in several ways. Friendship, professionalism,
inspiration, motivation, hardwork and happiness were at their zenith. I couldn’t
have asked for more. The amount of experience and emotions that the life of
research has to offer is overwhelming. I consider myself to be lucky, extremely
lucky, to have realized the worth of academia in my life. The end is hazy but
the path is clear. With the things I have absorbed and the things I’ve let out,
I can just hope to live up to my own expectations. None other’s matter. With South
Korea coming to an end in my journey, leaving me with a thought that I probably
might not go back ever to this beautiful country, I was aware that I was taking
back much more from it than I possibly contributed. I was happy to have
rediscovered my own college. However, the internship filled me with a desire to
run behind stats more than ever. It led to some erroneous judgments and
falsification of the very aims with which I began the 5th semester. I paid the price of going awry but was glad to
have realized it soon enough. Having already being overwhelmed with the
experience of the summer internship, I was ecstatic and almost drunk with the
joy and excitement to get selected for the Indo-German winter academy. It was a
neat packaged, ribbon tied Christmas gift of new friends and some of the
brightest minds of the country. Apart from the academic and learning experience
in the field of fluids mechanics of course. The academy proved to be another
high point before the culmination of this year, after South Korea. The vacation
in Pune city this December of 2012 was surreal. Got to spend some of the most
exciting, scary, lucky and lovely days of my life. I had never believed in
using New Year as an excuse for a fresh start or having a set of resolutions. I
believed in starting fresh or setting an aim whenever I felt strongly about
doing so. However with some series of events synchronously falling with the
beginning of the New Year might apparently disguise my aims as resolutions. So yes,
I do plan to change certain things. For the better for sure. Let’s see what
2013 has in store. Have always loved this unpredictability of life and damn I am
excited. Thank you 2012. I am grateful for everyone and everything that
happened to me. Trying to be a better person, every second.
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